I might be an unevolved life form and a cheater

A few hours ago i attended an introductory session under Selangor Bar at Kuala Lumpur Bar. Its a joint programme between the two Bars. It was fun and entertaining. At the first session we had to take a person on our back as our partner and exchange four true facts and one false facts. we had to guess which one is false. I guessed correctly. my partner didnt. I had met Lavania for the first time during the filing of Form 3,4,5. So i had a rough idea about her. Nevertheless, I had always liked guessing game and objective answers because somehow i am quite good at that.
Anyway, for the second session we had a game that i had never played before. We must win the water, bird, rock game (kinda like paper rock scissor) in order to graduate into a better life form. there are four stages of life form. First: cocroach = an unevolved life form, second: fish = more evolved, third: chicken, fourth: human. all human will be able to get to the other side of the room and look down upon all other lower stage life forms who were not able to turn. The moment Mr. R announced that its going to be the paper rock scissor game i knew that i'm going to lose it. Its because i've never won that game ever since i was a child. Anyway, cocroach must beat another cocroach to turn into fish...fish must beat fish...and so on.
I dont know how it happen but everything went on so fast. I kinda forgot which character i am. Okay, to put it simply i forgot which one is a better life form. so when somebody asked me which one i was, i said i was a fish...and it goes on until i became a chicken and then human. suddenly there was only two people left. supposedly there must be a cocroach, a fish and a chicken left. but there was only a fish and a chicken. It was a fun game until Mr. R said there might be an unevolved life form amongst the human. Suddenly i thought...OMG it may have been my fault. i felt so unevolved and cocroachy! :S
I could have been an honest cocroach. it doesnt matter if i was a cocroach. I have always hold on to the principle of honesty. people know that i am the person who will speak the blatant truth. If i hadnt forget...i might have been an honest fish or chicken.
Actually, i feel kinda low. I hate for not being able to be a proud honest life form. Even though i hate cocroach but cocroach is the most durable creature and it hasnt extinct since time immemorial. Suddenly i feel like turning back the time and announced that i am the cocroach!
but its too late. at that moment i was tongue-tied and was trying to remember where did i do wrong.
I feel so deeply about this because i feel so guilty. its just like when i played in the chess competition where i take the King of that 16 year old boy because he couldnt see my open check and won the game. It wasnt my effort that won me that round. it was a trick.
since when did i become such a character? i was never those. Suddenly i am afraid if i should be a lawyer at all.
Okay, i've let it out of my chest. if anybody who did attend that session today read this entry is all the better. i feel like telling each and every one of them that it might have been me anyway.
the way i see it, its still not to late to be the honest unevolved life form. :P

Inner Battle

Voice or reason ("VR") #1: Sarah, go and do all those pending research now!

VR #2: but its weekend. I wanna play and only do what i want to do!

VR #1: but you'll get scolded if you didnt finish ur job. and you have not much time next week because u'll be out of office for some of the days.

VR #2: but they only gave all those instructions on Friday.

VR #1: they dont care.

VR #2: pssshhh. hell, why should i care. its not like they paid me much. they should be grateful that i always have my job done. why should i sacrifice my weekend and personal time too? its not like i'm married to my job. is this a job anyway?

VR #1: well, are you prepared to face their judgment next week?

VR #2: naaaah, i dont know~ i mean, i dont know if i care or scared. i feel like pulling my cool and couldnt care less face. besides, its already 7pm. what will i get done with just a few hours? and i havent even send my car to car wash.

VR #1: well, you can go along with your excuses. both of us can get screwed for all we care.

VR #2: yeah thats right. kudos to us!

VR #1: (OMG OMG)

p/s: this is post number one hundred #100....yay!

(smile)

We went back late today. I thought of finishing up my work and immediately submit to my boss the first thing next morning. Liza stayed back to do the same because she's thinking of getting an MC...which she did.

So I said, since she's going to rest tomorrow we might as well eat at Pak Ya even though its late.

Both of us had a very healthy meals. Our dinner was sesame chicken soup and something something beef soup.

By the time both of us hit MRRII there was no traffic jam. So we just race each other home.

Okay, this is so boring.

I know, coz i'm tired but i still want to write.

I just wanna say that sometimes....unexpected things make u smile.

I was so tired and was happy that i had parked my car for the last time for the day. I waited for a bit in the car to finish listening to Keith Urban's Raining on Sunday (dont really like the lyric...just the music).

There was a restaurant beside the stairs to my shop apartment where students of Segi College likes to hang out.

I usually just mind my own business and just ignore them.

But today, I was quite peaceful so i took liberty to look at them just for the sake of looking.

But when i entered my stairs one of the boys immediately sing:

Gadisku

Seri mewangi bagai disiram selautan kasturi

Gadisku

Terindah padamu kerna tak pernah meminta selain cinta

Dialah gadisku (selalu) selama-lamanya

Okay, i know this is so corny. However, I cant help myself from smiling. Its just that, I appreciate the gesture. Anyway, nobody can say that i'm insensitive. at least he got taste. i mean, in music.

Birthday?

Alright, I know that I have written about all the 'only from the Facebook will they know about moi birthday' and all that.
But.....
I had quite an unhappy day today. Not that i expect it to be any better day out of all days. However, I can say that this year my birthday is quite an anticipated event for me seeing that everything about my pupillage is on April. Its quite significant because the month i were to be a year older is also filled with so many unforgettable events.
Today, I didnt have any expectations from people around me. However, i do anticipate myself to go and eat at Ruz Aladdin near my workplace. in short, when i aimed that i'd do that i'll just do that. So i was quite pissed when Liza wanted to borrow my car (i know she'll be pissed back at me if she's reading this). Anyway, i am pissed because I had told her to pass her thing to Nik yesterday because the due date IS ON yesterday. but she refused! and when i suddenly phoned people at the BC today she suddenly got the idea that SHE MUST do it today! and out of all the days she decided NOT TO BRING HER CAR is on the day that SHE NEEDED IT THE MOST. Out of all the people, she is the only one that i dont mind lending my car to. but its just not today. Today is not the day that I dont mind not having a car or not having her for lunch and especially not getting a Briyani Gam into my stomach.
I asked what she was thinking this morning? did she seriously think that she can just get away with something that is due YESTERDAY with the BC? did she plan to just be laidback about it today? how can she have no plan at all about the thing that i vehemently asked her to do yesterday today?
but there she was...making that unimpressed face. I feel like kicking her. but I just dont have the heart to let her suffer all the public transportation and wont make it to the BC before 1pm. so i gave her my car key.
and I was left car less on my birthday.
and two of my officemates suddenly had to obliged me and take me to Ruz Aladdin.
and I had to watch them eat noodles while i eat the whole Briyani Gam set and feeling so bad that i had dragged them and their tight budget to the place.
and even though i bought their drinks...i still feel that i had put a hole to their pockets.
So i am not happy.

but then, i came back home after work....
and i found this:

despite everything that i said. this does put a smile on my face. after all that had happened. of course, it wasnt the same as if someone had your birthday date glued on their mind but i appreciate the effort. I remember that i sometimes wish people just because i so happen to see that its their birthday.

Thats that

I never ran out of idea for my post's title. Maybe its because i posted so little.

Todays Quote:

"I prefer rogues to imbeciles, because they sometimes take a rest". – Alexandre Dumas (1802-1870)

I'm not sure if i like any one of those. but when i think about it, imbeciles do annoys me more than rogue. Maybe its because i dont know many rogues compared to imbeciles.

I think Dumas always spoke my mind. People who don't get me at all should read Dumas or Dickens. Only then will they understand my POV.

Talking about reading, i'm so sad that I can barely read two pages a week. i used to be able to read the whole big chunk of book in the speed of light. I currenly had around five unread books. so unthinkable! I dont want to be like my mother who no longer read the moment life catched up with her which is like 26 years ago.

Our firm is like an art gallery in a library.
PS had a lot of books that i am so eager to sink my eyes into. However, its like seeing the heaven but cant get into it. I simply had no time to borrow one. heck, i didnt even have time to read my SPA notes for my SPA exam on the 10th April.
Maybe when i'm about to left the firm then I can ask PS if I can always drop by to borrow a book.

I hide my birthday date on facebook just now. However, when i saw that I still had many items that are missing for my Maison in Farmville i changed my mind. Instead of hiding it, i promote my birthday to encourage people to give me the items that i need in Farmville.
See, i'm so easy to please.

Short call went so well. My Mover aka my Master made a fuss at the High Court today. A lot of pupils today is from my alma mater so if i were to be embarrased at all the degree wont be much. However, i'm not embarrased by him at all. in fact i'm so proud of him. I was so amused and I won't ever forget the day I was short called to the Bar. Go AMY!!!

Hafiq said: "OMG Sarah, he is soooo like you!"

and yes, i do feel so very appreciated by my Master. Again, I am so very happy that I made the decision to move away from my previous predicament and consequently evade any possibility of having a hard time at chambering.

However, I was almost embarrassed by my previous post because at 6pm yesterday our LA called and said he couldnt be my mover. all of a sudden i feel so abandoned and have a very hard moments of figuring how to beg people at the court on 6th April to be my mover. AMY had confirmed that he cant be my mover around noon yesterday.
At that time I was at my alma mater's library doing a last minute research at a last minute request by NFE.
But, I didnt know that AMY's secretary was so fond of me. Upon hearing that YSY had left me in the lurch she immediately contacted AMY and told him about it. After AMY replied to her she called and told me AMY will come to my rescue! I was saved at 7pm.
I immediately texted AMY to tell him the details of my short call.
And I thought the practice of taking care of your pupil had died in this country.
I was the second pupil to arrived in the courtroom today and AMY was the second mover to arrive.
okay, enough about how we have so much in common. lol.

Anyway, there are many other unforgettable details from the night before my short call until the end of the in chamber hearing. However, i wish to keep it to myself.

So tomorrow is introductory session at Selangor Bar. I expect a lot of people from my alma mater will be there (i'll be using the word 'alma mater' a lot for a while because i've began to enjoy being a graduate and had not yet miss my alma mater. I know, i'm such a late bloomer. hehe) cant wait to catch up.

Btw, I dont care about comparing salary and who got a better deal out of chambering. All i care about is surviving it. I even formed a coalition with Nik. we kinda helped each other out after we graduated. we never even talked to one another when we were in the university. Me and Liza also helped each other a lot. it is so convenient that we were in the same firm and have different filing dates. because she can be my precedent and i can give back by collecting her things at the court, BC or State Bar when i filed or collect my things. it saved time and cost too.
When you are nice. the world will be a better place.
I am so random.

DDay

I dont know particularly what had woken me up at 3am this morning. Its could be one of the reason here: light bulb of my sleeping lamp at the hall suddenly went out so I woke up to see that the house is too dark; or it could be the heat because i'm sweating despite two fans are directed at me.
But what had been keeping me awake til now is the heat and the scared feeling I had the moment i thought somebody might purposely put the light out to rob the house.
Despite the chill that I got from that, I switched on the light and checked the house. I know its no use if the robber is already inside but i rather know for sure if there is a criminal in my house. yeah, i know i'm paranoid. I'm thinking of installing alarm system in the house when i can afford it.
A lot will be going around this week for me. So i'm a bit pissed that i couldnt sleep to get through the first day of the week.
Today is my mother's birthday. I'm not sure if i'm going to parents' after work. maybe i'll just text her.
Tomorrow is my short call. the next stage that every chambering student must go through to be a full fledged lawyer. Liza said its nothing much. you just appear in front of the court with a lawyer representing you. you basically dont say anything. the lawyer will speak for you. My Master said last week that he'll confirm with me today if he can be the lawyer. if not, one of our LA will do it. Anyway, i'm just happy that i had one lawyer just for me. I heard some of us had to share one lawyer for five students. I dont think i'd like that although i dont have any particular reason. dunno, maybe i feel more appreciated by the firm.
Liza said, it will just be a short process. after that, i'll just have to file my draft order then i can go back to the office.
Anyway, I had to get done as much work as i can. so that i wont be buried in it by the end of the week. I had drafted an opinion last night. that should save my monday morning. but i didnt do research for my master and study for SPA. i'll probably flunked SPA anyway. its just a matter of the degree of how unprepared I was. So i think i'll research at the office.
The day after tomorrow is an introduction day at the State Bar. Its at 3pm. so maybe Liza and I will go together before lunch. I'm thinking a lot of our friends will be there too since I've met a lot of them who told me they are chambering in Selangor.
The day after that is moi birthday.
Liza said I have always been unappreciative/ungrateful whenever it come to birthday. She once gave me a cute birthday cake and i told her directly that i dont like cakes. A friend of mine gave me a teddy bear and after keeping it for two years in my closet at parents' i asked Liza if she wants it. when asked why i told her i dont know what to do with a teddy bear which is true. but she didnt take it. Although i do love the teddy bear when that friend gave it to me. An office mate gave me a cow sculpted mug and i told Liza that i wanted to keep it in its box and wait for anyone's birthday to recycle it as birthday present. she just rolled her eyes. why not? it was a prank anyway since i'm that fat. i'll probably give it to someone who is thin who wont feel anything if i gave him/her a cow mug. anyway, that didnt happen because i broke one of my mug so i just use that cow mug to replace it. I was encouraged by Liza's exasperation.
Anyway, I thought my closest friend should know how weird i am. they should also know what things that i'd like which is not much and not expensive. people can be so clueless sometime.
But dont get me wrong. I dont really care about birthdays. I just complaint when I receive things that i dont know what to do with.
So Liza said she dont want to give me anything for my birthday. I guess she sulked forever about the cake. haha. I know she's not reading so i can just say that i dont actually care. for me, coming through a door and have the whole room sing 'happy birthday' is heart warming enough (happened to me once and i was shocked seeing that a lot of people actually liked me).
last year i removed my birthday status from facebook on the first week of April. Its because i feel that i'll appreciate the person who wished me on my birthday without reading it from facebook. i think one person did. and thats enough to content me for the whole year.
This year, i'm not sure if i'll do it. I guess i'll just let it be.
well, this is just me. i'll only be satisfied with the best.

My Stash

So I went to Corus Hotel in between BC and Court today just to get a Paul & Joe Creamy Compact Foundation. Late last year I've bought the same but the shade (#01) is too light for me. It was only RM30 and i got it a warehouse sale in a hotel in PJ. i'm thinking of getting a shade darker tone (#02) to cover my reddish face. My office mate had ordered the same powder and a liptstick after i had told her about the brand. Btw, I kinda love being a personal shopper for ladies' stuff. And I bought two perfumes for men for a guy friend of mine. So I guess I like to buy guy's stuff too? lol.
Anyway, I arrived 15 minutes early and met Anna there. she's getting some Paul & Joe stuff too. What a coincidence. I asked her many questions about what she's getting and told her what i'm getting.
My budget? RM30
what i actually spend? = RM 166
Crazy....I know :-S
The explanation:
They dont have Creamy Compact Foundation this time around. So I just stand there and see if there is anything that I like. Basically everything that I got today is based on impromptu recommendations by a cute lady who appears to be quite a pro about make-up. Since i'm such a noob i just believe her. there's nothing I can do really.
However, I did got my Protective Dual Powder Foundation UV (RM75) out of my own initiative to replace the Creamy Compact Foundation that I didnt get:I got myself shade #30 (based on the seller's recommedation. I never know whats the appropriate colour for me).This is the casing. but I liked the look of my old Compact Powder better.
Anyway, I have just started wearing make-up quite regularly since early this year -ever since i graduated. However, I chose light pink-ish and skin tones for eye shadow, for starters. I'm feeling a bit adventurous nowadays and decided to get darker tones because I have this intention to wear smoky eye once in a while. so I got myself: Color Powder CS #063 (RM26); andEye Colour Palette #001 (rm35).
And then I remember that I never had a proper lipstick before so I got myself:(Lipstick N) Rouge A Levres N #09 (RM30)

And now, I have to think how to survive for the next 20 days with the remaining dough that I have. which is very tight actually.

Eternal Eden

Finished Eternal Eden today.















Time spent: a total of 27 Hours 53 Minutes and 47 Seconds.
(played in a span of two weeks)

Comment: I actually enjoyed playing it. I like the fact that I didnt have to pick up what the enemy left after its dead. its auto pickup. However, i wish they could provide the airship much sooner. I got tired of the ship after a while.

Rating: 8/10

In game pictures:

Weekend Weird Menus

Ever since I started Chambering I had this weird habit of staying inside my house for 24 hours on Sunday. Its because, I want to rest for the whole day and that includes resting from walking out of the door. Another reason is that on the evening i will start working on any pending files that i had so that i can perform for the rest of my weekdays. And that will take all my spiritual and emotional energy.

This unhealthy lifestyle is not complete without some unhealthy meal. but i think being a noob at gourmet i had surpassed the weirdness of any junk meal any Malaysians ever had:


Weird Menu #1Ingredient/method of cooking:

1) Very old Pasta (not sure had expired or not) slow cooked at high temperature (i'm thinking of killing all the microbes that was there in case it had expired) for 15 minutes and then i tossed out all the water;
2) Big scallop and garlic (dry blend in a food processor because i'm too lazy to cut it);
3) Very old parmesan cheese (sprinkled on the very hot freshly tossed pasta also to kill the germs in case it had expired);
4) one spoonful of butter (also quit old) that i melted on the frying pan with slow fire;
5) I fry the blend of the onion and garlic with the melted butter and then i added two spoons of cooking oil.
6) throw some pepper;
7) cut two sausages and throw into the pan;
8) fry all that for a few minutes and made sure the sausages are cooked;
9) throw the pasta into the frying pan;10) sprinkled quite a salt;
11) add some more pepper; and12) walla, the weird thing that i ate immediately.

So, this is my brunch (at 1.50pm today).

For dinner i'm thinking of previous sunday's dinner:

Weird MEnu #2

tadaaaa!

plus some iced Milo.

How about previous sunday's brunch?

Weird Menu #3 (okay not so weird lah)

Tadaa!

Fried Maggi with some onions and egg.

My Sunday

Storm Warriors II: Great CGI. However, i wish there were more and longer fight scenes. Its definitely more high-tech and prettier than Storm Riders however i feel that Storm Riders had a better storyline. Perhaps when i watched SR I was younger hence easily impressed. so all i can say is that i liked SR better. Besides, back in 1998 all the scenes in the comic that i read about this story is still fresh so i relate more to SR. they had a translated into Malay language version of Fung Wan comic back then known as Pedang Setiawan. But i do also feel that the the maker of this film focused too much on the CGI and forgot about choosing the right the story to go with it because all the actors in this film is great Chinese actors such as Ekin Cheng, Aaron Kwok, Nicholas Tse and not to mention all the veterans (and they were all my favorite too) and they definitely can pull off better dialog and expressions. I do not say that they should change the storyline as it already is and its a great thing that they didnt divert much from the original comic, i'm just saying that there are a lot of better interesting parts of the original comic that can be made into this movie given all the CGI that they are using.
P/S: I found this great blog that give back my memory of my ol' Pedang Setiawan comic and he wrote great entry too: http://eddie.bumicyber.org

Merantau (2009): Great fight scenes. I actually had to rewind a few times just to make sure i watched every moves. You can see how silat is different than any other forms of Martial Arts. In this movie, they showed Silat Harimau. It is interesting but there are many other forms of silat too. however, i am glad that this time around in silat movie the actor is skilfull in silat hence his acting potrays the greatness of silat. to me, silat is more purposeful and dignified than other forms of martial arts. the moves may appear like a dance, however, it actually aims for the vital organs to kill or joints to weaken the opponent. It also show that silat by itself is great to watch and we do not need much CGI EFX (if any) to show the gravity of each hit in a movie. Towards the ending of the movie you can compare silat and boxing. while silat aims for vitals and joints, boxing aims for face and abdomen. i already told you my stand so i do not need to repeat that this is one of the reason why i say silat is more dignified.


Ong Bak 2: Well, what can i say? I had many moments of gasping and open mouthed gaping. I momentarily thought that it'd be the sequel of Ong Bak but this is definitely different. No wonder all the essence of the fight scenes is captured beautifully since the film is co-directed by the fighter himself: Tony Jaa. For a fighting film...the storyline and the epic/fantasy setting is definitely impressive. Love all the CGI. My only complaint is that there is too many types of martial arts. so you cannot see the beauty of one particular martial art. you see glimpses of a lot of thing. I detected some drunkard kung fu and loved the scenes where Tien revenged against the slave trader. But in the end he couldnt get his revenge against the ultimate boss. too bad. Perhaps this is the logical side of the story that is you cant logically kill the entire army by yourself. haha. and also the moral side of it that is revenge isnt always sweet.

so...whaddaya say? action packed sunday? lol.

And the winner is......MERANTAU WARRIOR!

what can i say... i am bias plus Iko Uwais is cute.

Blast from the past

I went to take a peak at my old blog just now and i'm sad that i cant write as much as that anymore. my mind just went blank ..... everytime i typed a sentence or two. or my eyes felt tired. or i became disinterested to write further and thus i wrote faster and simpler.
A few moths ago i emptied my parent's house from all of my stuffs. I found my old diaries. I was quite amazed at the way i write and describe things when i was in high school. I can actually laugh, sympathize, and enjoyed at what my old self had written. i wonder where all that has gone to. perhaps it went away together with my old view of life that i can no longer remember. sometimes i wonder who was i when i was 17. i seriously have forgotten.
i still have this faraway dream of being a writer. but with how things goes and the way i write now i guess i should have decided and be one when i was in high school. because i write so much better then. I should have looked at my dream seriously back when my english teacher cried at an examination essay that i had written. i even lost that masterpiece. as i grew up to be more practical i lost that strong sense of imagination when i was a kid. When i was in primary school, i used to love whenever they have essay test or exam. Back then, i didnt even realize that i was writing. I was lost in the world that i created. the people that i created. the story that i created. writing is what i do best back then.
i miss that. i wonder if i can go back to that. perhaps i should drop everything and stay home any try to make up stories. the house that i live in now is perfect for that kind of work.
well that was just a dream
I dont think its practical to go on chasing dream.
perhaps i can chase it if i'm still breathing after i reached my retirement age.

Johor

Three days ago i went to my parent's house and my mother told me that my cousin went to Indonesia for work. I immediately became quite frustrated with my life. the reason is, unlike my cousin I had a degree. but it didnt get me anywhere yet. so the next morning i whine to liza about it. about how i never get to go anywhere inside the country for work let alone abroad. I mean look at us, we had LLB and look at what we are doing right now. and we just laughed bitterly about it. haha.
I rarely went for holiday. the last real holiday was when i go to penang. after that any other holiday is simply unaffordable. if i were to go on a business trip all expenses are paid for and even though its for work i still get to see the place.
Anyway, after lunch my master called me in and said "is your car in good condition to drive to JB?"
I cant imagine how i feel at that time. but i did smiled happily and it follows that i said that its in good condition (even though i dont really know).

To cut the long story short, yesterday I drove 435KM to JB. Its the first time ever I drive by myself anywhere that far. Its not that my parent didnt allow me to do so. its just that i never had the opportunity. so we cross country from Selangor to JB back and forth in one day. Cant imagine how tired i am but i am a happy girl.

On that morning i brought the map of malaysia. i got online to check the exact location of the place we are going and checked the weather for the day (because i want to know what to wear). Its was confirmed later that it was very very sunny for the whole day up to 33 degrees. the only thing i regret was that my shades is still in the optic shop. I was fully prepared and after two pit stops and nearly four hours later here i am:Puteri Harbor, Kota Iskandar, Nusajaya.

I cant believe that this is actually the ocean and the whole green patch at the back is actually Singapore. The friend that i was travelling together and myself is very frustrated that we cant get to Singapore because we didnt have passports. I told him to make one since he's already a lawyer unlike me. Anyway sorry about the poor shot, I'm using my phone camera coz i didnt have the time to borrow the real one from parents.
Then we went to eat at the harbor in the pictures:




















I get myself Seezhuan chicken and orange juice. Its actually ayam masak kicap. but its nice and the price is RM10 for the food and RM5 for the juice. but RM10 is ok considering i'm eating at a place like this harbor facing the ocean and a ll the boats and this view:

Then we went on for our important meeting here:
Then we went back. I didnt drive on the way back even though i dont mind doing it. I craved for all the rural foods and felt quite frustrated that we didnt have time to explore and find a place where we can eat fresh seafood or anything. So on the way back we stop at Jejantas Ayer Keroh but they didnt have much food there except kerepek. Then we stop at Seremban because the shopkeeper in Seremban said thats where good food is and i had this:

Price: insane...no difference than at our place. My advice is when you get out of town eat where the people eat and not where the travellers eat.
plus, it doesnt taste insanely good like i want it to be. dont eat at R&R.
Got home at 10.30pm. and immediately passed out at 11pm. Haha, 8 hours of driving back and forth...two hours of meeting. total = 10 hours! aite...off to work now (damn i really love having broadband at home).

Queen of The Game

Several days ago i went out to buy any DVD to watch. I have no idea what movies exactly that i wanted to buy. I have several missing episodes of Naruto that i wanted to watch. Interested with a few movies. but then i decided to get this Korean series. title: Queen of The Game. quite nice story by the way. enhanced with handsome main male character. i dont know the name of the guy but if anybody ask me what kind of guy that i can drool over its the type of the guy that he played. the character and the look included. Anytime that I am free i had this series to watch until it ended. Since I dont have astro at home i prefer to buy cheap series as tv entertainment.

Anyhow, my life has become quite stabilized now compared to immediately when the exam is over. Not financially but i can say that the dust is quite settled. Therefore I am content until the next turmoil.

Huhu

So i woke up at 7.30 just now. the room is too warm. i just took a less than 30mins nap and already sweating profusely. so i went to pray and get ready to buy 'roti john' across the street downstairs. my house is on the 3rd floor (topmost) and what i saw when i came down is an empty street! where is roti john? where is kuey teow? nasi lemak?
arghhhh.....this is CNY not MNY!
i'm hungry and moody (always happen if i fell asleep on the evening).
Some jerk had switch off my water supply and i had to turn it back on. then i had to climb back up to take my car key. if only i've got a maid who can come up and down for me. take my stuff when i got back from work. iron my clothes. (okay there is no connection here to whatever i was saying).
so here i am, at the cyber cafe. one of the few thats still open in serdang. by the way i think the wrong people got too excited on the celebration and close all businesses. as what happen above.
i'm just whining here. truth is i'm quite pleased with my life right now.
as i had wrote previously, opportunity isnt hard to come by. i've decided to grab that opportunity by the way.
already filed my pupillage yesterday. and filed 3,4,5 today. registered for legal aid, served form 1,2 to all those places. all are in order. i'm very very pleased. my hurt feelings already gone the moment i started getting so busy to get everything in order.
kay, i wont write any further coz i'm hungry and i havent eaten the food i bought from one of the few restaurants that opened in serdang tonight.
by the way, i knew most shop will close tonight and until the celebration is over. hence, i already bought my supply of groceries and the most important thing DVDs! to occupy me this holiday. plus all the books i havent finished.

How do i DO?

I opened my own blog just now and saw kak fiza's message. She's asking me how i'm doing. I just smiled as I sat here writing in the cyber cafe (Ya Allah, bila la nak dapat internet sendiri ni).
The closest I want to get at revealing my personal life in my own blog is that the life that i'm in right now is not all cloud nine. In fact, i expect this kind of life the moment i entered my fourth year. I'm not surprised that it did turn out exactly like i imagined but i'm quite disappointed that i couldnt handle it better than i did. Although all the people who know my stories said i handled it very well. well anyway, i'm quite hurt against the world that i had to start all over again. Although opportunity in chambering are'nt hard to get....i'm just unsatisfied against the fact that I who hated any form of failure had to call it quit and start all over again. Well, its not exactly too late or even late. but i just hate it. people asked me where i'm going next. All i can say is that i have quite a few places to go. Now is not the time to write about it....yet.