Blast from the past

I went to take a peak at my old blog just now and i'm sad that i cant write as much as that anymore. my mind just went blank ..... everytime i typed a sentence or two. or my eyes felt tired. or i became disinterested to write further and thus i wrote faster and simpler.
A few moths ago i emptied my parent's house from all of my stuffs. I found my old diaries. I was quite amazed at the way i write and describe things when i was in high school. I can actually laugh, sympathize, and enjoyed at what my old self had written. i wonder where all that has gone to. perhaps it went away together with my old view of life that i can no longer remember. sometimes i wonder who was i when i was 17. i seriously have forgotten.
i still have this faraway dream of being a writer. but with how things goes and the way i write now i guess i should have decided and be one when i was in high school. because i write so much better then. I should have looked at my dream seriously back when my english teacher cried at an examination essay that i had written. i even lost that masterpiece. as i grew up to be more practical i lost that strong sense of imagination when i was a kid. When i was in primary school, i used to love whenever they have essay test or exam. Back then, i didnt even realize that i was writing. I was lost in the world that i created. the people that i created. the story that i created. writing is what i do best back then.
i miss that. i wonder if i can go back to that. perhaps i should drop everything and stay home any try to make up stories. the house that i live in now is perfect for that kind of work.
well that was just a dream
I dont think its practical to go on chasing dream.
perhaps i can chase it if i'm still breathing after i reached my retirement age.

Johor

Three days ago i went to my parent's house and my mother told me that my cousin went to Indonesia for work. I immediately became quite frustrated with my life. the reason is, unlike my cousin I had a degree. but it didnt get me anywhere yet. so the next morning i whine to liza about it. about how i never get to go anywhere inside the country for work let alone abroad. I mean look at us, we had LLB and look at what we are doing right now. and we just laughed bitterly about it. haha.
I rarely went for holiday. the last real holiday was when i go to penang. after that any other holiday is simply unaffordable. if i were to go on a business trip all expenses are paid for and even though its for work i still get to see the place.
Anyway, after lunch my master called me in and said "is your car in good condition to drive to JB?"
I cant imagine how i feel at that time. but i did smiled happily and it follows that i said that its in good condition (even though i dont really know).

To cut the long story short, yesterday I drove 435KM to JB. Its the first time ever I drive by myself anywhere that far. Its not that my parent didnt allow me to do so. its just that i never had the opportunity. so we cross country from Selangor to JB back and forth in one day. Cant imagine how tired i am but i am a happy girl.

On that morning i brought the map of malaysia. i got online to check the exact location of the place we are going and checked the weather for the day (because i want to know what to wear). Its was confirmed later that it was very very sunny for the whole day up to 33 degrees. the only thing i regret was that my shades is still in the optic shop. I was fully prepared and after two pit stops and nearly four hours later here i am:Puteri Harbor, Kota Iskandar, Nusajaya.

I cant believe that this is actually the ocean and the whole green patch at the back is actually Singapore. The friend that i was travelling together and myself is very frustrated that we cant get to Singapore because we didnt have passports. I told him to make one since he's already a lawyer unlike me. Anyway sorry about the poor shot, I'm using my phone camera coz i didnt have the time to borrow the real one from parents.
Then we went to eat at the harbor in the pictures:




















I get myself Seezhuan chicken and orange juice. Its actually ayam masak kicap. but its nice and the price is RM10 for the food and RM5 for the juice. but RM10 is ok considering i'm eating at a place like this harbor facing the ocean and a ll the boats and this view:

Then we went on for our important meeting here:
Then we went back. I didnt drive on the way back even though i dont mind doing it. I craved for all the rural foods and felt quite frustrated that we didnt have time to explore and find a place where we can eat fresh seafood or anything. So on the way back we stop at Jejantas Ayer Keroh but they didnt have much food there except kerepek. Then we stop at Seremban because the shopkeeper in Seremban said thats where good food is and i had this:

Price: insane...no difference than at our place. My advice is when you get out of town eat where the people eat and not where the travellers eat.
plus, it doesnt taste insanely good like i want it to be. dont eat at R&R.
Got home at 10.30pm. and immediately passed out at 11pm. Haha, 8 hours of driving back and forth...two hours of meeting. total = 10 hours! aite...off to work now (damn i really love having broadband at home).

Queen of The Game

Several days ago i went out to buy any DVD to watch. I have no idea what movies exactly that i wanted to buy. I have several missing episodes of Naruto that i wanted to watch. Interested with a few movies. but then i decided to get this Korean series. title: Queen of The Game. quite nice story by the way. enhanced with handsome main male character. i dont know the name of the guy but if anybody ask me what kind of guy that i can drool over its the type of the guy that he played. the character and the look included. Anytime that I am free i had this series to watch until it ended. Since I dont have astro at home i prefer to buy cheap series as tv entertainment.

Anyhow, my life has become quite stabilized now compared to immediately when the exam is over. Not financially but i can say that the dust is quite settled. Therefore I am content until the next turmoil.

Huhu

So i woke up at 7.30 just now. the room is too warm. i just took a less than 30mins nap and already sweating profusely. so i went to pray and get ready to buy 'roti john' across the street downstairs. my house is on the 3rd floor (topmost) and what i saw when i came down is an empty street! where is roti john? where is kuey teow? nasi lemak?
arghhhh.....this is CNY not MNY!
i'm hungry and moody (always happen if i fell asleep on the evening).
Some jerk had switch off my water supply and i had to turn it back on. then i had to climb back up to take my car key. if only i've got a maid who can come up and down for me. take my stuff when i got back from work. iron my clothes. (okay there is no connection here to whatever i was saying).
so here i am, at the cyber cafe. one of the few thats still open in serdang. by the way i think the wrong people got too excited on the celebration and close all businesses. as what happen above.
i'm just whining here. truth is i'm quite pleased with my life right now.
as i had wrote previously, opportunity isnt hard to come by. i've decided to grab that opportunity by the way.
already filed my pupillage yesterday. and filed 3,4,5 today. registered for legal aid, served form 1,2 to all those places. all are in order. i'm very very pleased. my hurt feelings already gone the moment i started getting so busy to get everything in order.
kay, i wont write any further coz i'm hungry and i havent eaten the food i bought from one of the few restaurants that opened in serdang tonight.
by the way, i knew most shop will close tonight and until the celebration is over. hence, i already bought my supply of groceries and the most important thing DVDs! to occupy me this holiday. plus all the books i havent finished.

How do i DO?

I opened my own blog just now and saw kak fiza's message. She's asking me how i'm doing. I just smiled as I sat here writing in the cyber cafe (Ya Allah, bila la nak dapat internet sendiri ni).
The closest I want to get at revealing my personal life in my own blog is that the life that i'm in right now is not all cloud nine. In fact, i expect this kind of life the moment i entered my fourth year. I'm not surprised that it did turn out exactly like i imagined but i'm quite disappointed that i couldnt handle it better than i did. Although all the people who know my stories said i handled it very well. well anyway, i'm quite hurt against the world that i had to start all over again. Although opportunity in chambering are'nt hard to get....i'm just unsatisfied against the fact that I who hated any form of failure had to call it quit and start all over again. Well, its not exactly too late or even late. but i just hate it. people asked me where i'm going next. All i can say is that i have quite a few places to go. Now is not the time to write about it....yet.

Gung Ho

So, basically I have no idea whether I had lost my life or not. so i simply had no inspiration to write about my life in the real 'life' sense (whatever that is). I decided to just write about how my driving was everyday. now that i'm 'working' (slaving?) it involved a lot of driving. I kinda love getting lost so that i can learn new ways on the road but its no longer so once my travel claim is cut to nearly half.
I freaked my boss out with my driving style. since i live in the gung-ho-est place in Selangor i pick up my driving lessons from all other gung-hos on the road. so when another gung ho tried to sneak up in front of me after he/she had cut the long queue of traffic jam i'd say "see you tomorrow" and ruthlessly guarding my position on the 50th line. thats freaked my boss who sat on the back. and I am positive that he will never hire me as his chaffeur again.
My car also suffered a two months of muteness. where the horn is not working due to my hyper tension when i punch the horn. its because whenver another gung ho tried to act gung hoer with me i just punch that horn with all my heart and imagine that the horn was that driver. so I repented during the two month of muteness and once it was repaired (total cost = RM180) I no longer are very keen on honking. but i did honked for the first time near the klcc traffic light because the car in front of me was not aware that it had truned green. and it was the sound of music.
after that i rarely honked. yesterday there was this girl tried to enter my lane without even looking and i who's always driving fast had to do this purposeful emergency brake. but i didnt honked (er...honk?). i think its more fun if i CUCUK-ed her for the next 5minutes.
Putrajaya has a lot of traffic light. I wanna say that i did break most of the rules but i cant confirm whether it is true or not. what more with a kid getting arrested due to his arson confession on facebook etc. but i can vouch that another car is undecisive whether he wanted to langgar that traffic light or not. and I being innocent (haha) and quite unaware of the existence of traffic light due to being a newbie in town nearly bumped really bad into his car. my tyres screeched really loud. but i didnt bump into that car. but its enough for me to think 'serve your right' towards that car and i hope he's scared (totally unrepentant).
another time i had to deliver a bundle of documents to court jalan duta. i freaked my boss once more. i can sense that i am not invited to court anymore. huhu. not that i mind because i had something else to concentrate now. but i did reached duta bus terminal and everywhere at jalan duta but the court. so 10 minutes to 9am i went to kl central and paid rm14 to a taxi to bring me right in front of the court. i dunno whether its because of my scary face at that time but the guards let me inside the court gate. Afiq went and take the bundle and since I'm already in i thought why not park at the really exclusive carpark inside. so i parked there. then i ask the guard 'encik, boleh ke orang awam parking kat sini?' in my most innocent face (while wearing full lawyerly suit).
and he said "sebenarnya tak boleh" then i said "abes ape jadi kalau org awam park kat sini" he said "sepatutnye memang diorang takleh masuk pun" then i said " macam mane encik tau ada orang awam parking kat sini?" then he said "kalau tak ada sticker lawyer maknanye bukan lawyer la....cik ni lawyer kan?" i was thinking that he thought i was interrogating him about orang awam's car but i said while grinning mischievously "oh, saya takde sticker" then he said "bile cik nak ambil sticker" then i said "lambat lagi....(actually maybe around next year..ahah)...tapi saya dah parking dah...dekat dalam petak parking" then he, being totally confused with my motive "oh kalau dah parking takpe la....tak lama lagi cik nak ambil sticker kan?" then i just smiled and said "takpe ke ni? tak kene clamp ke?" then he said "takdelah" then i said "ok terima kasih encik" and just walk away smiling.
well, i'm just thinking this is a good practice for a newbie like me. you interrogate the people working at the court. small steps towards interrogating people in the court and get the answer that you want.
I may sound a bit cocky here. but let me pop the bubble and say that this is my driving experience which is almost unrelated to my real life as a would be chambering student (not a pupil until 29th).

Asuma Dies....

watched Naruto Shippuuden season 2 ep 78-80 today. Asuma dies.....masaka. I'm sad. he's so hot on top of that. poor Kurenai. :S

Alhamdulillah

Let the whole world know that i have completed my five years and a half law studies as of today. i am so relieved. so glad. and i dont know what to do about it all.

Its been too long

Ada orang kata bila dah ada blog, adalah menjadi tanggungjawab kita untuk selalu update. tapi aku tak sependapat. bagi aku, kalau aku ada blog, suka hati aku la bila aku nak tulis. aku tidak mengharap ada orang nak baca tapi kalau ada orang baca aku harap ia berfaedah kepada mereka.

Yes, apalah sangat kisah-kisah kehidupan dan ketidak puasan hati aku berbanding artikel-artikel politik mahupun isu-isu semasa. tapi orang kata, it's a free country.

Aku tidak pernah ada definisi yang tepat tentang perasaan aku. kadang-kadang aku sengaja mencipta keadaan di mana aku tidak perlu berasa apa-apa. aku suka berasa senang. tapi aku lebih suka tidak berasa apa-apa dari rasa yang agak hampeh.
Aku sedang tertanya-tanya, betulkah aku sudah tamat pengajian selama 5 tahun setengah sebagai pelajar? adakah aku in denial? tidak, aku bukan in denial. aku cuma realistik dan praktikal. realitinya result tak keluar lagi. jadi tidak dapat dipastikan samada aku benar2 telah tamat atau tidak.
aku memang tidak faham apa yg dihuru-harakan oleh semua orang sekarang ini.
Yep, aku memang kurang genius sehingga terdapat keraguan untuk aku lulus semuanya. tetapi walaupun seseorang itu genius sekalipun masih terdapat ruang untuk dia tidak lulus. kerana kita bukannya boleh melihat masa depan. jadi tidak perlulah nak terkinja-kinja. tapi kalau lulus pun tidak bermakna boleh terkinja-kinja.
Aku lebih suka berasa yang aku ini bodoh dan masih banyak yang perlu dipelajari dari merasakan yang aku ini sudah cukup pandai. Kerana kebodohan sebenar adalah merasakan yang anda sudah pandai.

bercakap tentang terkinja-kinja. aku terfikir, walaupun kita semua lulus dengan jayanya apakah yang telah kita kecapi sebenarnya?
Manusia telah mengubah sejarah walaupun umurnya baru 20 tahun. (siapa? google la banyak je)
tapi ape yg kita dah buat? Macam tak ade apepe jek. Kemunduran lagi ada lah.
Bagi aku adalah satu kemunduran kalau kita terlalu terikut-ikut dengan benda-benda pelik yang ada di sekeliling kita. bila kita menolak dikatakan tradisional dan tidak ikut peredaran zaman. kalau kita serius pun orang kata itu masalah. padahal, orang bangkit dari benda-benda pelik yang mereka sedang lakukan sekarang untuk mencipta satu tamadun. tradisi adalah modernisasi. menjadi orang yg tradisional sebenarnye tidak kolot. ia ada lah satu class dan prestige. kerana tradisi-tradisi, custom etc itulah yang membezakan orang yang modern dan orang yang kolot. sebenarnye orang yang dikatakan 'moden' itulah yang kolot kerana kembali kepada kegelapan. mereka bukan moden, mereka cuma sekular dan tolol.

Aku cuma merenung sendiri. Aku mungkin juga telah melakukan banyak benda yang bodoh. tetapi aku merasakan yang aku juga telah menjadi sedikit dewasa berbanding sekiranya aku tidak berjaya hidup di dalam institusi yang autocratic ini. sekurang-kurangnya aku dapat melihat bahawa mereka tertanya-tanya mengapa pelajar mereka tidak berfikiran terbuka dan bodoh seperti lembu yang dicucuk hidung sedangkan institusi mereka sendiri yang mencucukkan besi di dalam hidung 'lembu-lembu' tersebut.

Aku juga tidak mempunyai jawapan mengapa aku menulis sebegini. mungkin kerana inilah perasaan aku sekarang. dan hanya inilah cara dan gaya untuk aku meluahkan. atau mungkin juga kerana aku sedang membaca karya-karya Wahba dan penulis-penulis lama yang lain. Selepas ini aku mahu membaca Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky disamping menghabiskan buku Charles Dickens (Little Dorrit).

Ape plan aku pasni? malaslah nak cakap. aku ni bukan orang yang suka bermimpi. aku nak teruskan kehidupan. mencapai segala peluang yang ada dan tidak memilih sangat. aku akan teruskan dengan chambering sebab itu adalah pilihan yang paling logik. tetapi sekiranya aku mendapat tawaran yang lebih baik aku akan terima je. Sementara menuggu result aku mungkin aku bekerja dimana-mana yang patut untuk mengisi kocek. tapi aku tidak mahu terlibat dalam dunia kapitalis yg kejam dan bekerja di restoran makanan segera atau shopping complex.
aku juga teringin nak membuang masa dan duit dengan lepak2 dan shopping2. tengok wayang etc. aku paling nak sekali pegi bercuti. tapi tengoklah kalau ada rezeki lebih.

dah ah, bosan plak. cukup sampai sini. adios.

Exam syndrome is back

The reality is I have a lot of things to settle before revision week. And i Dont even think that I will have any proper time to study (as usual) and I will then end up depending on my luck (as usual).
That being said, i still feel like i need to do something to kill time thats already dead. I dont feel like doing that alone but i am quite choosy in selecting company. And the company that i want had some affairs to handle.
other people that i like is either too far away or i am just too shy to ask.
So, after paying RM20 fine at legal Unit (i dont want to comment on this), I feel like doing something. asked a friend to come with me and watch Papadom but the answer is negative.
I dont feel like driving too far and stuck in traffic jam alone.
decided to check Wangsa Walk out.It opened officially today(?). I know the cinema is yet to be opened but i just want to see whats it's all about.
Well, its quite boring so far. Perhaps the only main attraction is the soon to be opened cinema. I suggest anyone going there to not wear any heels. luckily i wore my shoes. its literally a 'walking' place with 'hilly' pathways and stairs.
I dont like the layout of the place. but it has some interesting places to people NOT like me such as TGI Fridays, Secret Recipe, Popular. I checked their FOS out but the garments are boring and small. Went to Guardian, Vitacare and Cold Storage to find a shower cap but oddly they have none.
I mean, if u cant get a shower cap from pharmacy or supermarket where else can you find it? I explored every inch of the place. thought if interesting shops came out later and the cinema open it might turn out to be really nice.
but i guess it will be filled with juniors. seniors like us will leave soon enough. not that i envy that at all since it will just be an excuse for them to be stupider in life.
Bought two Rotiboy and ate while driving back. And I was thinking now that even if I went out to do something really fun rather than checking out the boring place I would still be hollow.
Perhaps its my annual exam syndrome. talking about that, why is it so hard to find my man? Is it really true that i must go to the next one million people to find that one in a million since i'm already one in a million person in this million?

The Dark Lord of My life

Siapakah lelaki yang selalu berdiri di sebelah saya selain Hafiq sepanjang 4 tahun di AIKOL?
Jawapan: Dark Lord

Kepada Dark Lord,
kehadiran anda di sebelah saya amat menghairankan dan creepy. siapakah anda di mata saya? tiada siapa siapa.
Ya, mungkin orang lain suka berada di sebelah anda (kot). tetapi saya terasa pelik.
kalaulah anda membaca post saya ini
kalaulah anda boleh faham

Anda tidak mungkin menjadi kawan saya kerana apabila saya terfikir bahawa anda suka berdiri di sebelah saya secara pelik, mana mungkin anda menjadi kawan saya?

Apakah yg bermain di fikiran Dark Lord sepanjang 4thn ni apabila dia berdiri di sebelah saya? sungguh misteri.

Wahai Dark Lord, kehadiran anda di sebelah saya tidak mencabar saya. abaikanlah segala usaha anda.

Okay, mungkin semasa saya hingusan saya ada membuat silap terhadap anda. tetapi saya sudah berasa bersalah dan sudah melupakannya. apa lagi yg anda mahu?

tidak bolehkah anda melupakannya? saya bukannya perempuan yg boleh mematahkan hati anda. banyak lagi perempuan lain yg jauh lebih hebat.

Tidak, saya tidak tertarik dengan anda walau apa pun taktik anda. haha.

Selamat tinggal Dark Lord. lupekan je la saya. haha

Hai, kalaulah aku mempunyai kekuatan untuk mengatakan sendiri semua ini kepada Dark Lord.

Kita Sudah Beraya

Writers block lagi
so...
Raya....was everything...fun,sad,nostalgic
Holiday....i dont want it to end...tak habis melantak lagi....
Plus...i'm scared of exams
plus...i have that magazine to do..haha

Trance

My writers block these days came at shorter intervals. plus, when it came....my blog became the desert for quite some time.
right, even now i didnt know what is it actually that i wanted to write. the accumulation of things that i want to write made me numb and my brain went blank.
After coming back from medical leave, i feel like i'm losing track (as i have expected before the leave). the hectic life as a law student made me unable to catch what i missed. i just have to go forward with the current topics for all subjects. Even without the leave issue. i still feel like everything is a dream and i am living in a trance. my heart is no longer in it. One lawyer once commented on why i hate Equity and Trust. she said 'maybe its the lecturer.' For that subject...what she said is true. i hate that subject because the lecturer is annoyingly psycho. but what about now? well, the lecturers are all equally pressure giver, nothing's different. I dont know....perhaps, coupled with one poyo guy for a lecturer plus everyone seem to go gaga over him (i heard nothing new from him which is y i cant understand y...any why...and why...) i just seem to begin losing interest.
Apart from that, its the people issue too. I am actually a skeptic - which means i always believe that one day people will show its true colour. it's just a matter of time. Many people were uneasy with my bluntness and the 'swiftness' of decision. However, in my defense at least you know what to expect from me and will always know what i think and who i am, what is my policy, how i decide. I will never change. But for many people out there....how long do you think until they will behave differently? One day they are your friend and the next day they stab you behind your back etc etc (well maybe not next day, maybe one year or four years later. but still). If i disagree with anything i will just move away from it. and 'it' will know. so whatever happens next is not a surprise. in the war you see, i prefer the chivalrous method. the headlong method where your enemy will see you.
Today, i didnt mean to be understood. what you read is just a fragment of how my mind works. trust me. you wont understand.
What i want to say next is....
My philosophy is that everything is fair and balanced. sometimes i just let myself be used. i became nicer etc etc. that was just a repercussion of what people did to me. that people are nice to me. they became useful to me one way or another. so when they made themselves 'disagreeable' i just let it pass because i used their kindness as a neutralizer. but i'm just afraid the neutralizer will dry if i couldnt find the refill.
the thing is, i am not afraid to be alone. i've been alone since forever. and i think everyone is alone in their thoughts too. so i dont want to waste time fixing things. i just want to move on to then next thing to do. maybe when one day i've done everything that i wanted to do i will regret the 'discard and move' policy. but the question is...will i have the time to regret? the thing is, even when u feel like the relationship will never end...it will end. so whats the different between ending it early or late?
again.....you will never understand.

Influenza Like illness

Ok fiza cakap aku bkan ILI. tapi dr. hamid yg bagi aku cuti 5 hari tu kata ILI. walau apepun mereka kata, aku tetap dah cuti 5 hari dan aku tetap selsema.
dan sekarang aku dah bosan.
menghabiskan MC dengan tido untuk cepat sembuh. bolehlah dikatakan aku telah berjaya. Alhamdulillah.
bila dah sihat sikit mulalah terasa boring. kalau mase sakit dok risau pasal sakit....timetable makan ubat...etc etc
aku dok memerap jek kat flat sepanjang mase. maklumlah self quarantine.
malam tadi sedang aku lepak2 tengok citer tower 13 tetibe aku dengar bunyi yg riuh rendah kat depan tingkap.
wait for it....ini bukan cerita hantu walaupun aku sedang tengok tower 13 yek!
lagipun bulan pose takde hantu aaa. yg ada cumalah manusia hantu yg telah mendapat training yg padu dari setan2 sampai setan pun tak risau la nak kene rantai sepanjang bulan pose ni pasal dia tau anak murid dia akan menjalankan tugas mereka dengan perfect.
ok tak perlulah kan aku nak membebel kat sini.
sebenarnye aku nak cakap lebih kurang 4-05 ekor beruk makye telah pberpindah ke flat di depan flat aku. dan malam tadi sibuk mengurat bebudak perempuan kat tingkat bawah umah aku. yg a ku tensen nye dok terpekik terlolong tanye nama awek2 tersebut. dan awek2 tersebut pun sibuk melaungkan nama mermasing. ape ke bodohnye?
aku cuma tengok kejap jek sambil memikirkan samada perkara ini akan berterusan selepas ini. maybe....yes.
aku plak time tu tengah agak lalok sebab makan ubat selsema. disebabkan dah lalok aku pun tutup tv dan selamba je tido amidst all the noise. terus tido mati sampai la pagi ni.
rase macam nak balik uia tapi.....balik pun watpe...kengkawan sume dah cuti weekend. aku ada hati la nak stadi. tapi kalo aku blur sape nak tunjuk ajar?
moral of the story teruskanlah dengan kejahilan aku sampai hari selasa next week.

The Most Effective way to make me a bankrupt before half a semester

Reloading the phone credit….

So,

I want to try not to use the phone. Please help me out. I could use some support.

I am giving you people a lot of alternatives here:

1) for information that needs my delayed attention, kindly write me a letter to my home address or mahallah address. Here is my mahallah address: Sumayyah G1.1. home address? Kindly investigate.

2) for information that needs my ordinary attention, kindly email me at my yahoo or gmail account. Or leave a comment on my blog. Or leave offline message on YM.

3) for information that are relatively urgent, you can use the emails above as well together with facebook message.

4) or you can buy me a long ranged walkie talkie. That works too.

5) or deliver all your whole week's worth of reminders/conversations viva voce to me the moment you meet me in person. you see i always have pen and paper.

6) or grab my diary and write everything yourself

7) or come straight to my room for a long chat

8) or talk to me during breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper. but of course, you would have to find me first where all the above measures shall come into effect.

9) or you can train a pigeon or two

10) you know what works best? just call me.

11) if you are too desperate to get my feedback kindly pester all my immediate friends by sending sms to me through their phone so I can reply there (ini memang keji).

12) When nothing above works, just forget the fact that technically I am not dead.well, anything butreplying via my phone.

Anyway, I don’t think there is serious inconvenience here. I basically online everyday.